unforgiveness feels rational. i just don't understand that when there are 8 billion people in the world, why would anyone want to give a second chance to anyone.

i think of my life in the same way as running a small business. if i knew that one of my employees was constantly stealing things, i would fire them and never let them work in my company again. if i let that person work for my company again, i'd be a fucking moron. if my company went bust due to theft when i had let the thief come back to work, i would have no one to blame but myself.

forgiveness mostly feels like people are somehow desperate. actions are forgiven because there is something good in that person that allegedly cannot be found in anyone else. those good things can be found in other people, but you are too weak to be alone and be patient to find such a person.

i'd rather die alone than put up with a bad person.

i don't think most people are sincere anyway. they just switch roles when they join you again.